[Verse 1]
Welcome aboard
To my beautiful messed up world
I can hear you bawl from above my
Harmful waterfall of words
Ill never be in thrall to anyone
Protected by four walls
Redbull on my tongue
Xanax in my left hand palm
Pain between my spread legs
Nothing more and nothing less
Can't you see my life is a complete mess?
I never believed in you, I must confess
I never believed in you, I must confess
[Hook]
Try to catch me I'm in the twilight
Million miles away from where real life sparks
I divide myself in infinite quarks
Stop to shut me out like I'm gonna die fast
I don't care if your entire world blasts
I swear that I will correct my typos
Now I am too busy resisting to those ethereal hypos
If you grab my wrists without permission
You know it's not my fault
Trapped in life game, kind of survival
[Verse 2]
So I'm a survivor
Underwater diver
Searching for life's meaning
While healing my skin's armor
I don't wanna harm her
But I will do it
‘cause it's not my fault If I'm
Sad, mad, girl that
Needs pain
Feels lame
Insane
My strenght
Drained away
Far away, so far away
I can't think straight
So
What will you do now?
Will you try to?
[Hook]
Try to catch me I'm in the twilight
Million miles away from where real life sparks
I divide myself in infinite quarks
Stop to shut me out like I'm gonna die fast
I don't care if your entire world blasts
I swear that I will correct my typos
Now I am too busy resisting to those ethereal hypos
If you grab my wrists without permission
You know it's not my fault
Trapped in life game, kind of survival