Feel like I lost the fight, with life. Right, in the windpipe, with this knife. I write, lyrics that's delirious, but let's get serious. I'm furious, with the way, that people treat me. Mom won't believe me. Dad never sees me. Increasingly, decreasing, lower. Not slower, but faster. Nothing f**ing matters. Except this f**ing music, and I choose it, because, I can do what me does. What I want. What I choose. Take a walk in my shoes. Try and pay all my dues, to the devil, cuz apparently, my mentality is on another level. So on that level I settle. And figure out what I think. What I think, I would share with you, but no one cares. All anyone wanna do is pat my f**in' hair. They all f**in' stare. I give them back the glare. The fire starts to flare, and suddenly, I wanna maul 'em, like bear..
I swear, school lately has been s**ing f**ing balls. I'm the lonely n***a, walking alone, in the halls. In his head, he's bawlin' his eyes out, but you won't see this. 'Cuz on the out, he's like a paraplegic. f**ing numb. Stands strong, but you kno they say, that the strong, don't stand long. Pretty ironic.. I wanna vomit, so I don't have leave for school, like they do in comics. My mind is full of knowledge, but I failed the Advanced Cla**. But if I could be in an advanced cla**, it'd be in the cla**, for lasts. Lasts in f**ing everything. I'm blasting f**ing everything, I'm f**ing mad at everything. I said I was married to life, but I wanna toss out our wedding ring..
And somethings, just might never change. But if nothing gonna change, then I'mma f**ing change. 'Cuz I'm a f**ing odd ball. I'm the f**ing odd, tall, skinny a** b**h, who wishes to be rich. To be on TV, like the Sitch, Ron, Pauly, and f**in' Snooki. But they all treat me like a p**y. They about to push me. And I'm about to get agressive. They're dominant, I'm recessive. I hope they see this message. Charges, they can press 'em. I no longer give a f**. Just know that when I've given up, your f**in' time to live is up.. f**..