[Verse 1: Elijah Blake]
My friends think they know me
They're used to the old me mm mm
In this big town, I'm still lonely
Sometimes
Wanna burn it down
But there would be nobody left to hold me
What if I scream at the top of my lungs?
Acted like I had a gun?
Maybe then the world would notice that I'm not ok?
I'm so fu*kin' sick of people acting like they see no evil
If it ain't their kinda problem they just look away
[Pre-Chorus: Elijah Blake]
'Cause they can't relate
Emotional novocaine
Like painting on a smiley face
On a bunch of mannequins
[Chorus: Elijah Blake]
Wanna share my mental but it's not that simple
Cause they're gonna judge me
Even if they love me, love me, love me, mhm
Just tryna have a good time but I'm always the bad guy, yeah
I try to say that I'm fine but I'm such a bad bad liar
A bad liar
[Verse 2: Keyshia Cole]
Losing sleep, losing me
Guess I'm just hooked on the feeling
Hella deep, need to breathe
Painting my thoughts on the ceiling
I've been thinking 'bout jumping off the deep end
I've been stuck inside the crib all weekend
Eyes red man I think I'm lowkey starting to see things
I don't wanna see nobody but the C man
[Pre-Chorus: Keyshia Cole]
'Cause they can't relate
Emotional Novocain
Like painting on a smiley face
On a bunch of mannequins
[Chorus: Keyshia Cole (Elijah Blake)]
Wanna share my mental but it's not that simple
Cause they're gonna judge me
Even if they love me, love me, love me, mhm
(Just tryna have a good time but I'm always the bad guy, yeah)
(I try to say that I'm fine but I'm such a bad bad liar)
(A bad liar)
[Outro: Both]
Who could ever love a bad bad bad liar?
Who could ever love a bad bad bad liar?
(Who could love a who could love a)
How could anybody ever love a bad liar?
How could anybody ever love a bad liar?