[Verse 1: Taelor Gray]
I've been in my own way, closing off the area
Grab a couple spray cans tagging all my barriers
It's beautiful to change
It's beautiful to grow into my name
You open up your mouth and they don't look at you the same
On that new way, time moving like Usain
No time for no QNA
They still drinking that Kool-Aid
I'm half dead when I woke up
Like I done dreamed the whole thing
Find me picking my hope up
I left behind them old things
I be seeing all these rappers sing along with choirs
When I came up on them choirs
Man I gave up on them choirs
The same song is haunting me I stay up when it's quiet
My prayers hit the ceiling till I'm face up to them giants, go head try it
You gon take me there, circumstance won't wish it on my worst homie
Everything gon fall apart, still holding on and you first told me
You first told me to live, and I responded by stealing from you
40 pieces look real good, my stash full of that silver for me
That fast money send k**ers for me, I won't last the weekend
But Sunday keep on coming, and these people need a preacher
I guess I got these vocal chords, though I look like Voldemort
You'd scatter if I showed you more, trust me I still know the Lord
[Hook 1: Taelor Gray]
I'm just tryna be human, why I always gotta prove it
Tired of looking so perfect for you, maybe you can see through it
Maybe I'm not perfect to you, maybe more like Judas
Maybe I should just let it ride and find a way to get through this
[Hook 2: Christon Gray]
Don't know what I'm feeling at the moment, but I know I'm gonna be fine (Be fine, yeah)
Surely I been reeling at the moment but I know that I'm gon get mine
[Verse 2: Christon Gray]
For the very first time in my life, I love who I see in the mirror
Mirror on the wall I be like, nothing about you is mere
Fairest of all of them, cherish the call on my life
Miracle might be a mural, jump off the wall like I'm Mike
Now I be wronging my rights, now I be doubting my fears
Crying a fountain of tears, last time I called her my wife
Last time I told her goodnight, last time I slept in my bed
To hell with these nightmares, I'm like Jesus I wept and I bled
Yea I fled like I'm Jacob, broken leg like I'm Jacob
I think she left cause she's afraid of
All that baggage that I gave her
I got too much love to hate her
That open door, I'll see you later
Oh Lord, I'm callin' on my Savior
I might just fall in love with Shana
I might just slide into my DM's, find me a female and a feature
Struggle from AM to PM, shoot up the label when I see them
(Straight up)
[Hook 1: Christon Gray]
I just wanna make music, what I gotta be
Fake ones, I see thru em, it's Jacob and Judas
I just wanna make music, I just wanna be human
All of us just human, find love then lose it
Weight on your shoulders, I don't know what to do with
Tell me what we're doing, I don't know what we're doing
[Hook 2]
Don't know what I'm feeling at the moment, but I know I'm gonna be fine (Be fine, yeah)
Surely I been reeling at the moment but I know that I'm gon get mine (Get mine, yeah)