You have a worm inside your chest
It's been ten months don't tell your friends
They drink and laugh and like to think the best
It's called a parasite it's free
So you're getting what you paid for
If you can't sell it back you know there's always bleach The blue man opens windows to the ground
I watched his seed spread pumpkin rash like doubt
And all the showerheads are looking down
For god's sake won't you please just turn around Another day spent in a Kleenex
Suffocating babies with soggy minds and eyes that look like mine
And savage is the sweating instinct to smother
Thirsty like a flash of light that stabs my eyes and milks the blood for likes Say he's good, he's god,
He's pa**ionate you'll see
Oh my protégé my angel boy you'll be But my pa**ions just a shaking bush at night
Behind a school with mashed potato mouths and thighs
And my truth is just the costume for the cla**
That is worn and sweat through stepped on then put back That's fine I know you never really asked for this
But darling you did eat the fish and even my taste it made you sick
Just like the candy hearts you fed me on that night out in the cold
You read from fortune cookie notes
But every separate path you spoke of leads to the same hole
And words are just the costumes
Used to disguise embarra**ed fools mine are empty and confused
You tore them off when I tried them on you
And everything I've ever done has led me to this dusty stage screaming out your name through disguises that are cheap and far too big
So you hang your head
Find a friend you're both embarra**ed by the sound
Cover your mouth with your hands and you laugh I stabbed you in my arm so that you could keep me warm
You never had to impress you knew I'd poke you in again
For every whispered promise there are two bathroom secrets
For every touch that made a song there are two holes in my skin