[Verse 1: Avant Saturn]
Life only mistreated you for the woman you are
Giving you false praise, thinking that you are a star
Honestly that's not the case, they used you right from the start
Shoulda used your mind, instead of your heart
Subtle can go so damn far
You dream of
Nice things, rings
Cars fit for a Queen
While you lie with a man in a bed fit for a king
While he put lies in your head just for that one thing
Accidentally I'm spilling the beans
Quotations on my words just to add notation
Hydration to her waters just to add flotation
Cloud 9 or higher on my bars, we spacing
Sometimes you don't even need relations
Castrated emotions'll leave your heart sedated
Visions of sensations with yo bae vacated
You say you see the truth, are you eyes dilated
[Hook: Avant Saturn]
I can't control myself
Even if I wanted
I can't control myself
Been here for some years
And still don't know myself (2x)
[Verse 2: Avant Saturn]
Chalk it up, erase the board
Better start over
Two links, break one
That's red rover
They say all men are dogs and we play games
Well that's lame, if we play games guess we're controllers
But I guess that you can argue that we'll control her
Room temperature go from hot then cold, guess it's bipolar
Glances strolling from floor to ceiling can't escape that feeling
When its all said and done, its never over
You can't hit pause, can't rewind time
You wanna end it all, but its not time
Time is of the essence so you better climb
Before the clock strikes and the bell chimes
[Bridge: Avant Saturn]
I'm Uncontrollable (6x)
[Verse 3: Avant Saturn]
Pa**ion flowing from my brain
I can't explain
The feeling of pain that cycles through my veins
Feeling regret, emotionally distress
I talk to myself, I need some mental help
[Hook]