I close my eyes to no avail
Three days of aching, sleepless
I wish these sheets would suffocate me while I wait
I love the cuts that made the lines
Arranged in beautiful designs
My fight, with the sharp side of a razor blade
Sing at the back of my throat
Sweet release of self intervention
I'm back from being gone and all is well
One last time to get free
When there's evil in me
I want to be alone
Cause I'm not coming home
I'll lose my self tonight
Use my new lie alibi
Against the enemy inside of me
Its getting harder to inhale
Quick fix to clear my secrets
Eyes dilate and storm the winding second hand
It turns the hours into days
Behind the sunset my life fades to grey
Alone again with a razor blade
And how did it get like this?
I haven't f**ed up in so long
I lost my innocent bliss-where did I go wrong?
One last time to get free
When there's evil in me
I want to be alone
Cause I'm not coming home
I'll lose my self tonight
Use my new lie alibi
Against the enemy...
It's quiet now, like the moments after murder
The younger me inside
Can't believe the things he saw tonight
Face to face, screaming at myself
For help
I'm through, f** you!
One last time to get free
When there's evil in me
I want to be alone
Cause I'm not coming home
I'll lose my self tonight
Use my new lie alibi
Against the enemy…