Gla** crying on the window
Can't show but that how i feel inside my skintone
Voices in my head wish i can take off these earphone
This world ain fit for wish i was grown during disco
Or another time can i leave and come another time
I got a couple knives not for suppertime
But for cuttin thats cut and dry its comforts minds
Own think i come from God
Molested at the age of nine and nobody recognize
No one was there for me still no one here cares for me
Its not fair you see apparently
Fell in well landed in hell so if i bail id barely see
The difference between life and d**h
I can nicely step nobody likes my status
I thought the app broke i be gone life poof
U know afros of black folks and me no one will ask for
They won't even act low so caught up in they mac pro
To look up to see im dying and screaming out
Get this demons out i need him leaving now
Clean this house girl said she seeks jesus
But where is jesus found ain even eating now
Self infliction an addiction and im bleeding out
No one can hear me when the do they tell me to keep it down
So i just heap the sound of the rain on the pane
Bringing pain as it dripping down can't swim can you see me drown
They say idle mind is the devils playground
But i think he built the Y? cuz thats all i really say now
Looking at my plate now just me and my momma
Theres an empty seat beside her like my father just got up
But he was never down not around never seen dude
I guess that the new thing to do after you woo
You throw the dueces up and dip
She say ill do it too find a model in a dress
Find a quiet room have s** and just follow in his steps
I hate when ppl compare me too ppl that i dont know
That equally making me evil as this John Doe
But ain got time for say something else swear ima blow
This hatred in my heart its ready to explode
You suppose to my mom but neither one of us can shine
Cuz you take out on me what you decided back in 99
You forget that im half u saying that im all him
I wish i that i had you but im just ya bad news
That hang with a bad crew that strap n got tattoos
At least they give dap and give back
When i come back dealing finishing they crack moves
Life is crap shoot always in dark like the eyes of raccoon
I can stay in the street or just lie in back room
Where my mind is attack skull throwin them jabs thru
I rather belong and do wrong than be home alone
Just me and my thoughts all in bad mood
Lets jump to ending im up on the hill skinned
With a couple of friends that sinned
And a bundle of feared me grumbling shouting k** him
Thinking about there brillance
Cast away lonelier than tom and wilson
Or the movie back in the day with that dog and will smith
I am legend no i am second person of the trinity
That birthed earth from infinity most folks didn't really see
So i put on a coat n jeans
Opened a ministry bringing hope healing disease
Forgiving sins fulfilling things that was told about long ago
Thats the bright side but looking thru my right eye
I awfully low cuz i would go this place without my God
And his grace and die in man place
Taking on the weight of the world sins but i'm making the world spin
Chasing after my girlfriend but this is where curse ends
Just gimme a few days ill rise again
They going throw in the grave but you can lock me in
Common sense cuz came loose chains bondages
Now until time is spent im the mediator between God and men
So y wrestle me when you can rest in me
Look what the Father cook up the best recipe
Im the bread of life the living water and my flesh is the freshest meat
Aka the lamb of God sets you free