[verse 1]
Lately I've been innately pacing hastily, shaking
And basically praying, to a greater vacancy
To take me gracefully, I'm wasting away, awake and
Tracing the sheets, where we would lay, embracing
As I sit with my feelings, chin tipped to the ceiling
Wishin' I could see you again, I'm missing you dearly
Teary-eyed, my mind givin' into visions of you appearing
I'm living, but as life goes by - it's too surreal and
It's like I, been hit, but I'm still reelin'
I been sick, but I'm still kneelin', I'm still healin'
I guess, but the stress of this ordeal has been stealin'
The breath from my chest, but still, I been dealin'
I remember so clearly, the moment the doctor spoke and
We both focused, hopeful for a diagnosis
Of "normal" but when his mouth opened, I noticed
His expression was mostly token of hopelessness
My throat was closin, we'd never grow older?
My whole soul was broken, I was so choked up
[Chorus]:
All the world has closed her eyes
Tired faith all worn and thin
For all we could've done
And all that could've been
[verse]:
Baby, your funeral was beautiful, the eulogy was full of humor
Viewing you, was somethin', I just couldn't do though
I wanted to, but when I stood to do it, when I went to move
I saw you mute, and knew I'd lose it, I refused to
Cuz if I pa**ed the casket and saw you sleepin' peacefully
I'd find myself with weakened knees, weeping freely, see
I couldn't bring myself to peek, cuz we can be together, forever, in each one of my sweet memories
And in this melody, I can almost hear you telling me
You'll never leave my side, and when I die, we'll be together, free
[Chorus]:
All the world has closed her eyes
Tired faith all worn and thin
For all we could've done
And all that could've been
[verse 3]
As time pa**es, I ask myself, can I outlast this
Sadness? get past this madness? sit back and laugh again
Happily? or will I snap and crack? slash gashes
In my wrists in a bath, just to get
Closer to you, I'm broken in two
And I'm noticing you, as a ghost, and it's too
Real, I do feel that it's over, and you here
No longer, is too sobering now, it's too clear
As I stand as a man, on the edge of this pier
With no hint of fear, towards d**h, it's so clear
The moment is so real, and I'm so sincere
I'm focused and zoned in, into the foam, I stare
Till I barely dove in with no cares and I'm
Floatin prone with the cold ocean, soaking my hair
[Chorus]:
All the world has closed her eyes
Tired faith all worn and thin
For all we could've done
And all that could've been
[Outro]
Ocean pulls me close
Her whispers in my ear
The destiny I've chose
[is] all becomin clear
The currents have their say
The time is drawing near
Washes me away
Makes me dissapear
And I descend from grace
In arms of undertow
I will take my place
In the Great Below!