Circling blackout out- and inside,
I feel like being sick and scared
Pale and hungry like the ghost, that's
hunting through my liquid veins
A pain that's drawing unknown symbols
on the surface of my mind
it grins and destroys all the pictures
I'd kept from you behind my eyes
I'm afraid of all the lies
feeding grief and despairation,
occupying realms you once ruled
somewhere there behind my eyes
Faces there, between the walls,
a logic that seems out of work
Wounds like oceans, tides of sorrow
I'm drowning in my lost belief
Hearts of past times beat like thunder,
a sky that bleeds a shape of you
I wish I could escape from your name,
from the d**h behind my eyes