What you've said I can't believe it
For you cover my word so that no one can read it
And even though you treat me this way "Do what I say, do it my way"
I will still remain
I followed you through all of these things
I wandered around caught by your sound
They'll think it was me tying your hand won't understand it was your plan
When it all began
I don't see your mind
It is with me for all time
I did it all for you
When is it I get my return
For I know what I am what I want and you cannot say that is fair
That it is fair I was here from the start I did my part gave you my heart
I did it every day
We had everything
But your selfish needs, your fame and your greed made me bleed
And I got thrown into confusion
I cannot feel I cannot say I cannot love
And I don't see your mind
It is with me for all time
I did it all for you
Tonight may be the night
I walk into the light
I did it all for you
What is this loathing I've under my skin crawling around for the way I am
Thousands of them, I can not get away. I must go to the end
And I don't see your mind
It is with me for all time
I did it all for you
Tonight may be the night
I walk into the light
I did it all for you
You will never be my God again
I will never be your friend again
You have forced me to desert you
Even though I don't want to
Why
Do I
Even try
I'm more than frightened
I'm broken
I think I'm ready to die
I'm broken
Tonight I think may be the night
I'm broken
Ready to walk into the light