[Verse 1]
Don't know why and I don't know where
I'm feeling so bare and not quite there
I doubt you care, I've been driven to scare
Every colt and mare who just looked and stared
Who took and dared to cheat and lie
And destroy and beat what I live by
With no alibi, and they wonder why
My heart feels cold and dead inside
You'd feel this sick if you just took a bit
To see behind the mind of Nick
A hated MC, just try bein' me
Try to seein' past this hypocrisy
This atrocity, and animosity
These kids who act like they the boss'a me
I might have choose, whether I win or lose
A tree or self-induced head wounds
Some kinda pill that'll make me sleep
But I can't quit now, cause I'm in too deep
Can't slow down, got a promise to keep
But it's harder now, 'cause this hill's too steep
You reap what you plant and you get what you sow
Head's been bouncing like a buckin' bronco
I'm gonna blow, but I don't wanna go
I wanna show what I learned and how I grow
Been layin' low 'cause I'm in some heat
Gettin' looks from every dang pony I meet
It's kinda sweet but it's just a bore
Is all this sh** even worth fighting for?
Tell me what it is I'm trying to seek
Why do I act meek every day of the week?
It's just so bleak, so there's not much to say
Will some pony please just take me away?
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[Verse 2]
I'd wish you'd take me away from this
From all the piss, and the sh** I diss
Now I reminisce all of the times way back
Where I chilled with Lex and Fla-Shy and Zak
Now I'm in a click, beat into submission
Where I sold my soul for some recognition
It's the definition of a con position
But they treat it like it's a competition
It's an apparition, last edition
Here shooting blanks, no ammunition
I need no permission to speak my mind
So do it anyway cause I feel inclined
You kittens don't know what it's like
To be held in the light and forced to fight
Get struck down; bucked 'round get slapped and
It's all a funny joke, but I ain't laughing
Hell, if I joke about pills that k**
And instills pain in the stomach it fills
I can mill this sh**, I will for a thrill
Call me stupid cause I fit the bill
I'm stupid 'cause I see it clear
Call me dumb, 'cause it's all I fear
Happens every year, every single jeer
And I can't shut it out cause it's all I hear
There's a lot of ponies who're worse than me
Who'd happily take all the controversy
And I feel them all, cause they all just sqeal
Like me saying "Hi" is a damn big deal
But if you ever feel like you're down and alone
Around the Everfree with no place for home
You're not your own, and you know it too
f** it, hell, I'll even take you
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