[Hook]: I wonder what is life And if we'll get to live it Cause we might die tonight Tomorrows never given [Verse]: Look I'm writing wit my pencil and my pad Thinking back I never really had a dad So in the end, I'm at the end Tryna get some cash And hangin' around women who drop Their panties too fast And that's everything around me Murder all around me Jesus I'm afraid, look at where you found me I bet my closest friends don't know A thing about me, uh Increase the peace in the streets The police always lookin' at me Like I'm the dealer, like I'm the k**er Feeling hopeless the pistol saying That I should give up Murder scene might murder me And let the bodies fill up Where will God send us? When will God k** us? The perfect son my mother wanted I'll never live up Better days... God might never give us Associated with g**ners and drugdealers And I try to hold my anger inside And write a verse or a line
Yeah Paranoia k**in' my brain I can never keep it in mind God why? Tell me God why? My homie was only 18 You coudn't keep him alive? You coudn't keep him alive? I feel like my soul is crying I feel like my life is a lie Cause nobody is here Nobody f**ing cares Nobody f**ing cares If we die today Nobody f**ing cares f**! [Hook] [Bridge]: You know, I didn't know if I would have the strength To write this song But uh You know What I do with my problems is Is I just forget em So, ya know, I don't deal with them anymore But, Fabian dying is so sensitive to me And I don't wanna forget you man And... I never really had a great chance to say Goodbye so... I guess this song is like saying goodbye But I'll never forget you Alright.. R,I.P. Fabian [Southern Outcasts Tag]: Southside [Outro] Ay you ay not know who DJ Fabo is But yo girl do cuzz! (Laughs) Alright, we good Just leave that right there