My head is killing me. It's 3am and I can't sleep
It's only when I try to close my eyes that I have these dreams
I think about the times that we would talk before you died
Sad thing about it is I never got to say goodbye
And I think to myself, Why would I wanna be anyone other than who I am now? I'll figure it out
I look into the mirror, I see your face look back at me
If only I could be half the man that you used to be
It's really killing me, these thoughts of life's uncertainty
It's really hard right now but mom said you were proud of me