[written by:Dorita Charles/AKA/Diamond Queen]
[hook]
I feel the drift moving the clouds
That's taking me through the gates
Where my heart can't escape
Leaving me with a victorious mine
Swinging out of control
[verse1]
Oh god tell me why
It feels like I'm losing my mine
I know I'm running out of time
Help me lord
Just give me a reason why
I know now that I need to
Let It all out and cry
I can't breath even when I
Open my eyes
I still need you to help me succeed
This is not the way it's suppose to be
I want to be free
Lord can you please answer me
Lift me under your wing
So heaven can help me to sing
To bring words to control my mine
Because I'm leaving my life behind
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I hear my mouth moving
I can't get a straight angle to
Feel the hum
As I sit still
I see there's no fire in the flame
Ev'rybody think life is a driving game
Okay Lord I get it now
I am the light from your torch
Of fame
My dreams feel like it's coming to me
In a nightmare
Waking me up feeling so scared
Can someone tell me how not to feel
So much agony and pain
Because right now I feel like
There's only
Sorrow that I have to gain
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[verse2]
My heart is filled with
So much of righteousness
I have a hum with no beat
Is this some sort of trail era
You left me without saying words at night
All I have
Is this dumb appetite
I have nothing to start my key
To ignite
All the right
Words with power and might
Lecture me
On how to be humble
So I can sleep at night
Somebody show me how to find words
That don't explode
So I don't capsize over the herds
That I'm trying to cross
Lord just send me a single
To fly high through the airwaves
You promise me
That I wouldn't see my grave
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I need one last good dream
To help me conquer my thoughts
My mind is filled with so much
Of ugly times
If you could only see me through this rhyme
Please don't be bashful
I'm not
That chick they call mayday
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No matter how many loops I take
At least I know
How to throw
A Basketball in a hoop
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