I've tried so hard to become human But all I feel is regret Inside this empty shell we're all so afraid Of what we've become I myself have built the cross I wear Every pa**ing day is filled with despair I see no end to all this pain This human plague that I pity The love I feel is shallow and weak The world is dead through my eyes
I myself have built the cross I wear Every pa**ing day is filled with despair I spit upon humanity, I see the world as dust I feel no compa**ion neither love or lust Oblivion upon us I sink into the coldest of waters To drown my tears of shame For nothing but the pain of suffering I continue to breath