[Intro]
Ness on the beat
Yeah!
Don season!
I don't know who's who no more
Fake whatever, fake friends
True story
b**hes wanna be around a n***a
Wouldn't even speak, years back
sh** crazy man
They see now!
[Verse 1]
Don
Is it the love or the buzz that keep n***as around?
Take a dose of the drug just to simmer me down
Put the whole n***as up, slowly bringing you down
And you supposed to be my n***a 'til infinity, how?
Some n***as never sold d** (nah)
Without the scam its like certain n***as won't budge
They just get they hopes up
But I still show love, I never stunted on n***as
And I still play the buildings, get blunted with n***as
But how my back like they ain't feed you
Why you hung with them n***as?
But jump right on my dick when I run into n***as
I know exactly how to humble you n***as, yeah
Yeah, I got a trick for any one of you n***as, I swear
Pocket watchers looking at the bottle poppers
Run behind the diamond shoppers
n***as dying, sick Italian, box of rocks on my way to gym cla**, ten bags inside the locker
Try to join a school team, never made inside the roster
I went to court for my shooters
Not on the court putting shots up
I played defense on the block
Couldn't defend as a blocker, I was lost
Without a direction to go
Could've been breathless, through God's grace I perfected a flow
I started off less than a O, how I'm supposed to survive?
Momma said the rent due, how I'm supposed to provide?
Motions reply, tears fall from both of my eyes
This when they put that pressure on you, gotta go and reply
Can't lower my pride
I filled those applications way before a call back
They just had me waiting, thoughts marinated like
Will I ever get out this hell hole? Who the hell knows
Nightmares hearing my coffin drop on my cell clothes
We was outside since Ludacris was throwing elbows
Shell toes, PS2 and Grand Theft codes
New cla** think they street because they wearing du-rags
Too bad they couldn't clip my wings before I flew past (how ya day start?)
I woke up to 100 missed calls and another withdrawal
What should I quit for, I pour up and sip more
Then I drift off, Granny still in church praying on that Pick 4
It could be worse, I could still be on that sixth floor
Put in work, then the outcome you get what you wish for, this what I'm taking risks for