[intro]
I might just be on a high a** note
[verse 1]
Here's another story about a kid you might know
Only 15 but hangs with thugs
Cuz when he goes home, he gets no love
Dad's out of the picture in jail, his mom's always drunk as hell
Always getting in fights bc of his anger, but really he's depressed, but nobody listens to him yell
He embodies his mother, and now he's drunker than a motherf**er!
In the cuts, roll up a blunt, fill the cup, get f**ed up
Drowning all his sorrows w/ a 40oz
He's on the blue line leaving, he's tryna leave out
Because the cops are expected to raid his house
He goes with his grandma, but she's too old
To know, all the things he's been shown
He's in the kitchen w/ the baking soda making a quick fix and
He hears a knock and he pulls out his sh** quick and
It's a couple of kids from up the block
He doesn't think, so he pulls out his Glock
[verse 2]
Now the block's hot w/ tons of cops
They enter the house, he finds his way out from the back
Goes back a little later, just to find out those motherf**ers shot his grandma, nothing to do to save her
All because he wanted to make ends
This is the way he's lost all of his friends
Does he call 911 or retaliate?
What the f** does he do, his grandma's soul's headed towards the pearly gates
Shaking, he grabs the phone, and he puts down the chrome
The cops come and he regrets it
Because they see what's been cooking, he's arrested
Never a snitch, charged with a drug charge and a murder at 15, ain't that a b**h!
He does some time, a couple years later, they send him to the county
Looks completely different, drinking homemade liquor, insane, acting belligerent
Bumps into an OG in the cell, just to find out that's his dad, well, well, well
His dad thinks he's k**ed his mother
The only woman he cared for, now he realized how much he loved her
Beating on his son, like he's not even his flesh
Just to find out the real story, here's the rest
Cops ran up in his house, thought his grandma was hiding him
Now he realized his time should be a shorter amount
Cuz he's serving time for the cops, not a fair count
His dad tells him what he needs to do, so he picks up a weapon bc of his adrenaline fuel
Cuts his face and all there is, is blood
He drowns, that was the only way he could get out of his feelings, now he's above
But all the prison guards sees is a dead man and a weapon
The dad catches a third strike
"it was a suicide!" "yeah right, sir, get to steppin"
R.I.P EdgarLoko, the guy who first had me in a chokehold