Oh, someone tell me why
I can't stop my heart and mind
But only each other
I swear I've lost myself a thousand times
A thousand times
Swore in my mind that
For the first time
And I don't know what to believe in
Say words without no meaning
Throw to each other
I swear I've lost myself a thousand times
A thousand times
Swore in my mind that
Swore at my father
For the first time, for the first time
For the first time, for the first time
Cutting up before it lingers
Must have banged beneath my fingers
And I always suffer
I swear I've lost myself a thousand times
A thousand times
Swore at my mother
For the first time, for the first time
For the first time, for the first time
(x4)
Swore at my father
Swore at my father
Swore at my mother
And I've been on for far too long
Long, long, long, long, long