That's the future, Ballard, and you're already a part of it. You're beginning to see that for the first time, there's a benevolent psychopathology that beckons towards us. For example, the car crash is a fertilizing rather than a destructive event. A liberation of s**ual energy, mediating the s**uality of those who have died with an intensity that's impossible in any other form. Now, to experience that, to live that, that's my project.