[Verse 1]
Tears running down my face
Is it a case of depression
I'm stressed and I'm wrestling
Goliath with no sling shot
At my neck like a thin knot
And I'm at the top step what's next (Uhh)
Take a step down and a frown overtakes
But The Lord will not forsake me
So it's all bad gravy I know
In the cold but you can keep the shoulder
I'm chilling with some ogres like damn that's a nice boulder
Minds older but I'm still a kid (Jokes)
Been a man since I could stand, back of the mini
With a can of Coca Cola
Ma had the Motorola razr and a pager
And if she get out of line, then I page her
The upraiser, phase who my neighbor?
It's fair to say I am today who I needed
Back then, back when Pops was in the pen
Couldn't put my faith in men
Just a leo in a lions den
[Verse 2]
See I do this cause I need to
Something that relieves who
What, when, where, why cover up my flaws
Cause it slashes like some claws
Laceration with no gauze, on pause when I write
But to you it's out of sight all the time
All the signs point to one thing, a gun thing
A load the twelve gauge to the head, and it's done thing
But can't run thing, still a hero unsung thing
It's a got to stay strung even when it's a no fun thing
I know one thing I find neat, at weak
Points is when I feel the strongest, even after longest
Periods, like the end of a sentence, repentance
I ask The Lord, jot it down record and produce
The music I need when a nuisance to me
And obtuse is the feed that is scrolling through my head
When I can't get out of bed, throw some Netflix on instead
Don't care what nobody said, it's for the birds just like some bread
I know..