Patient, i am patient, i am waiting for you dear
I am counting up the moments spent until i have you here
And i am hoping i am wishing i am praying to my god
That when i finally have you here that it’s still something that i want
Cuz i am tired of fighting, of holding what’s inside me
It’s 'alright's and 'i’m so sorry's, yeah, the cycle’s never-ending
And i can’t fight the feeling that we are slowly sinking
That our worlds are growing distant, it’s getting hard for me to live in
No, i don’t want to hurt you, want to leave you
But i can’t live with this sinking empty feeling
Like we’re working and i can’t take one more second
Of these eggshells that we’re walking, this ain’t living
And it’s nothing i would say, it’s nothing i could change anyway
Reckless i am reckless i’m just stupid for you babe
I am lucid when you’re gone and when you’re not it’s all a dream
I get soft and i get easy, i get lost inside your eyes
Yeah, it’s some sick kind of magic, i forgive you every time
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
But i am tired of charming, always getting what you want
The crumbs of your heart, they don’t sustain me
It’s just enough to keep me waiting and i can’t fight the feeling
We’re a bomb that’s always ticking
A single nudge could fu*king end it, i’m so sick of being cautious
No, i don’t want to hurt you. want to leave you
But i can’t live with this sinking empty feeling
Like we’re working and i can’t take one more second
Of these eggshells that we’re walking, this ain’t living
But it’s nothing i would say, it’s nothing i could change anyway
No, it’s nothing i would say, it’s nothing i could change
Oh, you’re gonna watch me walk away
No, you don’t know how to make me stay
It’s nothing i would say, it’s nothing i could change
Oh, you’re gonna watch me walk away
You’re gonna watch me walk away
Oh, cuz i am tired of caring 'bout your feelings when you spare none
Son’t want your love if it’s not consistent, never knowing where we’re standing
And i can’t fight the feeling that we are slowly dying
Like those flowers you always bought me, all those insincere apologies
No, i don’t want to hurt you, want to leave you
But i can’t live with this sinking empty feeling
Like we’re working and i can’t take one more second
Of these eggshells that we’re walking, this ain’t living
But it’s nothing i would say, it’s nothing i could change