[Verse: JC]
It's getting hard to control the rage
So I put my mind in a yoga phase
Philosophical training got me thinking like Plato
My soul belong in them toga days
All black in the airport they are so afraid
They see my wheels spinning as I sip my lemonade
My work will save my generation but they don't get it
Thoughts that will hit you deep; J.J. Reddick
And I've learned to keep less women around
No distractions my work pivotal now
Pay me is the principle now
Ain't that something I'm google scholar'd in the digital realm
Back she LA girls wore Bamboos
Streets was bubbling like shampoos
Still I became an avid reader
Cause all the TV had was bad news
Time is money always made sure my sh** was spent right
If there's a better thinker, why they look to me for insight
Love doctor but got problems in my relationship
Lately baby feeling like I been on complacent sh**
Damn
Is it wrong that I can't love her right?
My imperfections keep me up at night
Tornadoes and whirlwinds
My hair grows and the world spins
Will you be remembered? Is your mark on this globe?
When you're the first, there's no guidance
It gets dark on this road
That's why I spark what I rolled
Then I blow out my soul
My family the silver lining all they hearts made of gold
Josiah 3 now and he loves Dad
Get off the plane and he run up like "Where my hug at?"
And I promise you I got a million more
Trying to make a million with my vocal chords
Trell the nicest with the photographs
Critics citing my writing in they paragraphs
I think it's funny I give you ni**as writing hella laughs
I saw it coming so you ni**as writing telegraphs
Two is not a winner
Third's the second to fail
Finally know how good it feels to get a check in the mail
With these words I paint you pictures, I'm Gauguin with pastels
Not only do I compose it, I deliver it well
Ahhh
Shout to you if you bumped that Tweed Coats
But now the homie trying to see notes
By any means, Malcolm one of my favorite heroes
Hit up Wood, "Fam, we just might have to rob casino's"
My alias feds my ego
Large appetite for feeding the people
Touch they emotions and I got something
Doctor do music, I swear I'm sicker than snot running
In too deep like I'm Omar Epps
I've moved mountains
But I won't retrace steps
I've inked things that I can't take back
At least I had the courage to say em, you can't hate that