Dear diary
Today i'm gonna try
I'm gonna wipe these shadows from my eyes
Lose the contradictions.. forget these lies
Time to start to enjoy this journey
Let go of the edge and crash burning
And i'm gonna have to do it on my own
Schizophrenic, Manic depressive
At times a bit compulsive obsessive
But i know that i can do this on my own..
Dear Diary
Today im gonna try
Try and wipe these teas off my eyes
No more contradictions.. forget these lies
I can do this on my own
I can do this on my own
I can do this on my own
Gotta stop trying and just let go
I know now this isn't real
We create ourselves everything we feel
So why the f** would you ever want to k** me?
Why the f** do you want to see me burn?
Stopped me from breathing, stopped me feeling alive
Why does everything i do feel contrived
Please tell me I can do this on my own
I can do this on my own
I can do this on my own
I can do this on my own
Gotta stop trying and just let go
I can do this on my own
I can do this on my own
I can do this on my own
Gotta stop trying and just let go
Just let go