[Verse 1: D-tin]
I can't seem to differentiate between what's real and fake
All of these voices keep talking to me as if they were the snake
Through my unconsciousness I can see what I truly want
But I can never reach that height, not even with a loaded blunt
And even though I smoke, there are no smoke and mirrors
You speak so fake that you're transparent, and you couldn't make it clearer
I don't know what to listen to, I don't know what's lie and truth
I don't know what I should do, I don't know what I can do
I want to believe in this, even if there is no hope
To believe that this dream world that I want isn't hanging by a rope
Why can't reality just be the way it is in all the movies?
Instead it's like my brain, a storm, and the seas aren't sailing smoothly
I want to be loved, but I have no friends
I want to be remembered, even after the end
I want to be able to speak the words that I need to say and never choke
I'm either gonna make this dream a reality or I'ma go for broke
[Hook: Mini Coop]
Am I lost in a dream
Or am I in reality?
It seems so dark to me
I'm drowning, I can't breathe
Guide me, help me see
Help me to believe
That this world of my dreams
Is my reality
[Verse 2: D-tin]
Reality can be whatever you want it to be
You can live a living nightmare or a perfect fantasy
Unfortunately for me, my life falls under the first
If I could change my life then I would without a doubt put it in reverse
To forget all of the heartbreaks, being stabbed in the heart with a stake
To forget all the times I regret and forget all of my unforgettable mistakes
This train won't stop barreling down this track because there are no brakes
The saddest part of it is is that I'm awake!
I'll do what I can to stop this, I don't care what it takes
I'm surprised I haven't had a heart attack with all of these constant heartaches
Sometimes I wish I would die, would somebody toss me into the lake?
I can't stop shaking cuz of my emotions, it's like I'm stuck in an earthquake
I want to live my life like I was an actor in the movies
Not have to lie and wear a smile when people ask me how I'm doing
Please, let me have an epiphany and turn this life around
Before my reality ends up with me laying in a bed in the ground
[Hook: Mini Coop]
Am I lost in a dream
Or am I in reality?
It seems so dark to me
I'm drowning, I can't breathe
Guide me, help me see
Help me to believe
That this world of my dreams
Is my reality
[Verse 3: D-tin]
Why can't I have the things I want, why can't I be the one that's loved?
Why do I have to live my life feeling like I'm despised by the one above?
I'm all alone, on my own and that's all I will ever be!
Look at me, I'm a freak, who in their right mind could love me?
It's time to face the facts, I'm always gonna be hated
I'm not even loved by the ones that are related
I've never known what it feels like for someone to care
All I've known is that these so called "friends" all want me out of their hair
I can't even sleep unless I cry and scream!
All I have are these constant nightmares, I can't even have a decent dream!
This is the cold reality, my mind is in no form of normality
There's no home for my heart and no homely hospitality
Why the f**, why in the f**, why does nobody give a f**?!
Why is it that I'm between a rock and a hard place eternally stuck?!
I can't even begin to understand why I can't win
Why this game makes me a loser, coming in last place, D-tin
[Hook: Mini Coop]
Am I lost in a dream
Or am I in reality?
It seems so dark to me
I'm drowning, I can't breathe
Guide me, help me see
Help me to believe
That this world of my dreams
Is my reality