[Hook: D-tin]
Why am I so scared?
Is this a nightmare?
[Verse 1: D-tin]
It's been seven years since the first day that we met
But I f**ed up during middle school and caused myself a lot of regrets
Everything that you said about me, maybe it was true
Maybe I really am a freak and I just couldn't get the clue
Now I feel blue, depressed and sick at the same damn time
I got jealous when you were with someone else cuz I wanted to make you mine
I wanted you so bad that I always had to know where you were at
But that's not who I am, so why the f** would I do that?
Cuz I was obsessed with you, and I couldn't move on
I was stuck on you like super glue, and no amount of brawn
Could separate me from it, so I felt like I was stuck
So I went from being obsessed to depressed, and nobody gave a f**!
I just wanted to die, and be sent to Hell where I belonged
I wanted to believe so bad that you were the one who was wrong
But the man in the mirror isn't me, so why am I blaming myself
When what I thought was love towards you was just bad for my health
[Hook: D-tin]
Why am I so scared?
Is this a nightmare?
[Verse 2: D-tin]
The judge allowed me to write you an apology, but I was scared
So, I guess this song will make up for that, since I wasn't prepared
To be slapped in the face by reality, when I was living in a fantasy
I didn't know what I was doing, it was like I had no sense of morality
After what happened between us, I became afraid
I was scared every time that I saw you, and no that wasn't rage
Towards you, all of that rage was meant for me
I knew that someone hated me, and would probably laugh when I used to bleed
I almost did it for you too, but someone stopped me in my tracks
She hates me now, so I wanna at least put what happened between us in the back
So, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for every single thing I did
And for every word I said, but thankfully you closed the lid
So I've been told, four people told me that you've forgiven and forgotten
I didn't think the day would come where you didn't see me as rotten
Thankfully it's in the past, and you've decided to move on
From what happened seven years ago, but I still hate myself strong
[Hook: D-tin]
Why am I so scared?
Is this a nightmare?
[Hook: D-tin]
Why am I so scared?
Is this a nightmare?