[Hook:]
I stand here waiting for you all the time
Hope you recognize before I fall apart
The one question staying on my mind
Is why you keep playing with my heart
And i've been waiting for a long, long time
Sometimes i wonder what made me start
And the one question that be staying on my mind
Is why you keep playing with my heart
[Verse 1:]
Depressed so it's time to pick up my pencil
Jot dot my situation
Write whats on my mental
I met this girl, who was so incredibly special
Mind set wrong
But she had potential
Stupid sh** got me mad
Always clock-wising my temples
Dummy like a b**h
But her beauty had her on another level
I thought i fell in love
But I was so wrong
Her homegirl hit me up saying, "Boy you so wrong"
You don't know what she into
You don't know what she been through
You don't know what she will do
Nightmares coming straight through
Bad dreams coming damn true
I said, "what you mean boo?'
She said, "get a damn clue"
Oh. She cheating?
Yeah boy, she out there cheating
Scheming?
..Scheming
Damn
[Hook:]
I stand here waiting for you all the time
Hope you recognize before I fall apart
The one question staying on my mind
Is why you keep playing with my heart
And i've been waiting for a long, long time
Sometimes i wonder what made me start
And the one question that be staying on my mind
Is why you keep playing with my heart
[Verse 2:]
sh** like this is what got my heart so f**ed up
Like, why is this world so f**ed up?
What did i do to deserve this?
Maybe I did'nt
I just wasn't worth it
Maybe she had love to offer, and I...
I just didn't earn it
Another girl i'll call mistake
And turn her into a learning experience
These lessons leave me sore
Yeah my heart is rich
My mind is poor
Love is knocking at my door '
Lust broke in and it just tore
At my morals, in my core
Got me focusing on four
f** one
I want some more
I want it all and nothing less
Conflict with f**ing best
Second guessing what I rep
Love or Sex?
I guess it's best..
To have neither cause i'm bitter
And don't deserve sweeter
(my mind screams stay, but my heart says leave her)
[Hook:]
I stand here waiting for you all the time
Hope you recognize before I fall apart
The one question staying on my mind
Is why you keep playing with my heart
And i've been waiting for a long, long time
Sometimes i wonder what made me start
And the one question that be staying on my mind
Is why you keep playing with my heart
[Verse 3:]
So do I stay or do I go?
I don't even really know..
Do you even f**ing know that my heart was broke before
And all I ever did was try and show
That i'd be nothing like the f**ing guy that hurt you before
Doubting that I loved you more
Another heartbreak that'll leave me sore
What you gotta do this for?
Leave me alone
Cause i would'nt look into your eyes, for the sake
Look at this hole in my chest
This bloody empty space
I don't know how much more i can Take
Cause im just a man
And a man can only take so much, Heartache
Do you feel me?
Baby, do you feel me?
[Hook:]
I stand here waiting for you all the time
Hope you recognize before I fall apart
The one question staying on my mind
Is why you keep playing with my heart
And i've been waiting for a long, long time
Sometimes i wonder what made me start
And the one question that be staying on my mind
Is why you keep playing with my heart