[Intro - D-CYPHR]
Man
All these people
Doubting me and that man
I just get fed up with this
Life
I ask myself what it means
Why am I here?
What purpose do I serve?
Was I brought to the earth just to prove what pain feels like?
Well I guess there's only one way to find out
Just keep living
And looking towards what could be a dark future
[Verse 1: D-CYPHR]
Was I born just to prove love doesn't exist?
Try to tarnish my past and I'll muck you up quick
Can't judge someone if you don't know what they been through
I write about my past when I put the paper to pencil
Can't say I'm a p**y if you don't know about my history
The ghosts of the past that I left don't mean sh** to me
Full of dead memories, all these people dead to me
Hardly anyone I cared for back then cared for me
My thoughts' too philosophical, smarter than an oracle
If you doubt me then I'll show you D-CYPHR's unstoppable
How do you think I lived my life as a kid
In school without getting in a big fight or something?
Back then I was stupid, I had a gla** mind
People saw through me and used that to play me, damn right
But now I'd smash it if I could go back to my past
And I'd smash any doubting a** who thought I was a f*g
Half the girls I hit on in school turned out to be slags
Actually more than that, probably 90% of them
And then people wondering why I got trust issues?
I'm guessing sick of all these doubters and that, I'm sick, achoo
Achoo cos I'm cold, got cold bars, cold heart
Coming at you cos I'm colder, stab you with an icicle
Leave no DNA evidence cos it melted
And that's another worthless life going to hell
Just cos I'm autistic, the council treating me like I'm stupid
But I got Bs in all my exams, and an A in English
So question that, you think I don't know what you're up to?
Trying to take my mum's benefit money, man stuff the government
I thought it couldn't get any worse, I had a fixed test and they asked me math
You know it was my best subject right?
They said I was an A student the whole way through school
Man I'm done with this fix, can't be a**ed to explain to you fools
You do realise I was diagnosed as high-functioning
That means I'm smarter than the average man, so ask my anything
Back then I had a gla** mind, now I have a gla** eye
Through my experience I can see through your minds
Man I want to make bloodlines
[Hook: Brain Busta]
This right here is all we got(Our knowledge and our strength)
Gotta be who we are not be who we're not(Don't let your mind ever be blank)
[Verse 2: Brain Busta]
A dead body lying on the concrete
He must have been trippin' like he's fallin'
And then I had him begging on his knees
Should have known better not to get too co*ky
This sh** is realer than the truth itself
Goodbye maybe I'll see you in hell
Snitches get stitches so this cat better not bark
I'll target you and blast before you can say Walmart
I ain't listenin' so f** your discipline
Cause most of you saltier than juice that a pickle's in
Pi starts off with 3.14
You start with talking sh** then talking sh** some more
Tick tock your time is up time to catch a/Ke$ha body
Now I'm more on a roll than Cinnabon frosting
You make me laugh more than Key & Peele yo
And you're more out of place than a vegan meatloaf
You're wasting your time like you bought spam
It's like fire with water the way y'all saying, “Hot damn/dam!”
[Hook: Brain Busta]