Ive been lying my a** off
I was put here to stir up storms
It gives me something to feed off
Instead of bouncing off the walls
Im not what you think, Ive always been this crazy
Ive just run out of medication
I scratch at my skin, Ive gotta let myself out
Before I lose it and blow again
Will I ever wakeup?
Step inside my mind, Ive gone crazy
Im trapped inside of this daze and I wanna break out
Will someone turn on the light and save me?
Will I ever wakeup?
I dont feel alive, it dont faze me
Im trapped inside of this daze and I wanna break out
Will someone turn on the light and wake me?
Ive been lying my a** off
Said what I said and I own it
Im either drunk or I've lost it
I dont fear d**h long for it
How I love the way youve always looked at me
Jaw on the floor while you clench your fist
Its no wonder why Ive always felt so distant
I just learnt that I don't even exist