I was confused
Slightly abused
I didn't realize what he did
Those secrets that he always kept inside
And now I'm on the ground wondering, "was he just a lie?"
...and everything he said
He was so much more than a teacher to me
And he taught my everything I know
Gave me space in hopes that I would grow
People say, "Jay, you'll turn out just fine."
But how can I? When I've lost what's mine?
And I don't know if I'll ever find it in my heart to forgive what you did
And start making more motions with my life
But if I've learned anything...it's trust in those who care
And throw all of my troubles to the air
And he taught me everything I know
Gave me space in hopes that I would grow
People say, "You've got to let this go."
I can't let go
I won't let go
Your friends, they aren't anything like my friends
(Don't think I ever felt that way, swear to God
I felt depressions full weight that day
But with my friends I'll be ok)