I chose the long hard path
I'm wandering
In self-denial for so long I bled
To find the truth in all I say and do
My darkest hour
I'm upon the suicide wall
Still I condemn myself
Look for the answer now
All I've denied myself
k** me
In the end you know I'll live again
Remember all those things that pa**ed me by
In looking back thru hate I lost my way
I've fallen low before but now I'm there
Just give me strength to overcome my fear