[Hook: YW]
Uh, Im a monster, I'm destroyin
Everything in my way, they recoilin
To the damage I make, they avoidin
More problems await, I'm explodin
Then I think and turn around, walk the other way
Realising I'm lucky to live another day
Im lookin in the mirror, who am I today
Pinchin myself in the arm to make sure I'm awake
[Verse 1: YW]
So mixed up with these emotions
Yeah, I'm so caught up with these commotions
Thats what I get for putting time in these devotions
Nothins ever right side up and now my tolerence so potent
Yeah, rather go harder than play it safe
Get higher when I'm feelin low, and my clique tell me to stay based
Mind so clogged, everything that I've said so far is
Making my brain dead
Logically ill-logical, but I keep on going, never complained
All these people telllin me "don't strain"
Swear to god I'm going insane
Like Hussein, callin us names every the second
I'm alive, gotta explain
Myself to these people that don't get it every time that I say it , I've been lookin like I'm champagne
Gotta refrain, sustain, I'm monster
Tryna be the top of the food chain
Uh, all of these people comparing, I never said I was so perfect but worthy, by creed like a clergy, and I'm a disease, come and test me
Yeah, I said I keep going like journey, no worries, no judges, no juries, be murkin like zero dark thirty, and all of my lines comin blurry (Woo)
[Hook]
[Verse 2: RIM]
Check
Rolling blowing reefer smoke
I can't talk to mama cause I never been this high before
Hotter than Atlanta but I do not have that southern flow
They should call me Santa cause I do reside with Eskimos
Oh you're running through the 6? My n***as quatum leap
You can catch me in the whip rolling up a sweet
From The Bay so you know I'm on a winning streak
Contemplating how I'm about to go and murk another beat
(Rock with me) Yeah, now let it breathe
Not looking for apologies, just a pile of Gs
Really been the sh**, you can look inside of me
But when you mention Rim, we not talking sodomy (Check it)
Yeah, but you should really listen though
I've been talking less I'm tryna hear what's truly pivotal
Ballin like the best not really worried about a physical
Sicker flow, runny nose, smoking on medicinal
[Hook]
[Verse 3: YW]
Young Wize, man I'm too young to be so undermined
And all these lies, I can see em through my naked eye
My psyche is dry like it's time for the resupply
And talk is cheap but my thoughts will stay so overpriced
Ace and Jay we gon talk it up til we get signed
But for now we be stayin by the corner side
Yeah, used to tell me "quit or get it right"
I wrote it down, when you see it, note the underline
Uh, I check the check off my checklist
I'm checking myself 'fore I check what my goal is
They looking back now and expect me to know this
Still young but I do what I think is important
We live in the moment, we living the moment
Like freestyles, we dome it, these haters below us
We spit like addiction, talk sh** but don't know us
We splittin these verses, Exodus
[Verse 4: RIM]
Rollin blowin reefer smoke
I can't talk to mama cause I'm cooped up in the studio
Whippin up a storm Will throwing me the crucible
Sicker flow, runny nose, blowing on medicinal
Blowing on that reefer smoke
Stuck up in the studio
Will throwing me the crucible
(Yeah) Blowing on medicinal