Verse 1
Reality
Even tho I hate it
I gotta face it
Can't walk into the store
Without feeling discriminated
I'm up 3 am
I'm up late thinking
Wondering why I keep my mind straight
I end up catching insomnia
Seeing nothing people dead
With no weapons
Makes me feel nausea
This whole year
I went through some things
My parents up and down
Breaking walls
I'm still feeling pain
This chick named k f**ed me over
It's cool my bars coming out stronger
I Use to worry about you
But I don't bother
I use to care for some people
But like I said
It's reality
I had to face it
Sometimes I wish I had a reset bu*ton
So I can start all over
And work my way up for a new motor
This music sh** son
It's my closure
The year is nearly done
Every Friday
I'm thinking bout that M1
Hook: Alex Von
Puff some squares
Until Im feeling nauseous
Take an uber downtown
Polices be watching
Got me feeling cautious
Verse 2
Since 2010
Its been real sh**ty
I remember being broke
Walking through the city
Seeing families enjoying life
With no problems
Now with my people
That's some mad drama
You don't wanna end up
In that situation
I made some choices
That made me feel voiceless
I had no by my side
And Made me feel great
I'm trying my best
To do something that won't negate
Imagine how you feel
Waking up 6 am
Seeing your people fighting over bullsh**
That aftermath is a hole in the wall
And broken gla**es
I can't even say we'll
Get pa** this
Cause sh** like that
Ain't suppose to happen
My lil bro and sis still wondering
And damn son
I'm barely recovering
I just wanna live without a sin
But that's pointless
Cause sh** like this
Won't ever end
Yea
(Hook)