I am strung out and I am sentimental
On Blackfriars Bridge hoping
That it's all over
Check my pulse to see if
I am still living
Because I feel d**h get closer
My racing mind
My bloodshot eyes
Tell the truth or end up in despair
My f**ing pain it's easy to see
That it is my cross to bear
I hit rock bottom
But that was where I stalled 'em
Now I need to get myself in line
I hit rock bottom but
Now I am back at 'em
Taking each day at a Time
This is holiness
This is my alibi
This is Addiction
This is my last try
Lost Count of How many times
I cried out for help
Said I needed a doctor
Check me in and I will check out
Because I am f**ing going over and over
My racing mind
My bloodshot eyes
Tell the truth or end up in despair
My f**ing pain it's easy to see
That it is my cross to bear
I hit rock bottom
But that was where I stalled 'em
Now I need to get myself in line
I hit rock bottom but
Now I am back at 'em
Taking each day at a Time
This is holiness
This is my alibi
This is Addiction
This is my last try