[Hook] Negative attention only thing I’ve ever known
They got this conception of me from the things I show
Never made a friend that I could truly call my own
Never made a song that you would like and so I don’t
When I say I’m sad I f**ing mean that I might k** myself
You make me so mad can’t even feel myself
Calling out for help I need to heal myself
I don’t f** with you I need to shield myself
[Vese] Still, wear old clothes ain’t changed
Old hoes new hoes same thang
They used to hate me now they love me: f**in lames
I’m making moves you making copies what a shame
I only think I’m happy when she text me tryna f**
I only pick my phone up if it ringing from the plug
I don’t want no friends I only wanna do my d**
I don’t got a Benz I’m rolling round in something sus
I was all alone all by myself and they all stared
I’m still screaming out for help and no one’s there
You hurt me then you say you wanna help you say you swear
But if there’s anything I’ve learned its that no one cares
Ain’t nobody making tracks like me
Ain’t nobody glowing fast like me
Ain’t nobody from my past like me
Ain’t nobody hate my a** like me
I been working all day all night
Never asked for help so don’t be asking me for mine
I been trying to come up this whole time
I been dreaming of this sh** my whole life
[Hook] Negative attention only thing I’ve ever known
They got this conception of me from the things I show
Never made a friend that I could truly call my own
Never made a song that you would like and so I don’t
When I say I’m sad I f**ing mean that I might k** myself
You make me so mad can’t even feel myself
Calling out for help I need to heal myself
Hope you realize that this is how I felt yuh