I have a confession
I show my expression
Through the form of depression
It's not a healthy impression
Like viewer discretion
I have an obsession
With using my words as a weapon
To deafen you and to teach you a motherf**ing lesson
Writing is therapeutic
It keeps my looser screws in
When my thoughts try to escape my mind, they're always losing
Ideas be blooming
Crunching and chewing them onto paper
For those in my bubble, sorry for the thought pollution
You could learn a thing or two
From a fellow brother who
Confides in you, defines the truth
Don't you deny the proof
The light is blinding you
You're feeling a bit aloof
But you can just a**ume or just presume
That you have met your doom
There's room to improve
But you seem immune to change
You're always used to laying back
You always stay the same
That's not the f**ing way it's meant to be played
It's like a game to you
I don't understand your stupid charade
I'm going insane again
But I gotta remember what I have been taught
"No pain, no gain" and then
I regain my conciousness
I don't like your incompetence
And all of your monotonous
sh** that's giving you confidence
And I don't want you suffering no consequence
Yeah, at least I have a purpose in my life and
I don't f**ing sit around and act like I'm misguided
Delighted to be where I am at this point in time and
I have decided to be guided by a light despite
Being caught up in the dark like you for so long
Same sh**, different day, call it ping pong
But when I come up at your doorstep ding dong
Reality isn't right to you, it's f**ing dead wrong
Just see the light and you just might go up the flight of stairs
Erase the fright and just keep fighting so you're not impaired
By the sh** that keeps you tied to your f**ing chair
Trust me, it's really worth it if you get there
As for me, Imma keep doing my thing
Depressing thoughts may drag me down, but I'm gonna bring
Them down with me, until they too start seeing
The light I want you to see, you can do anything
You set your mind to, but don't you forget
You can be better than I, but I'm willing to bet
That change isn't for you, with all due respect
Do whatcha gotta do for you, and have no regret