My fear has a stronger resolve than my will
Inconsistent
And makes me out to be uneasy and erratic in fact
But in the abstract, that is where the art is
The milk I know that I should be trading in for meat
The big picture accused of being conspired by men
Where the word of god was a casting call for those of like fears of change
I trained with fools and watched simple questions root out the foolishness in myself
It leads to no acceptable end
Only more lies
My will has a stronger resolve than my fear
It's been called a venom that's poisoned friendships that should have shaped my new life
In truth it discerns the bullies from the bullsh**, teachers from the tools
Either way it is messy and destroys the will
Do not tell me that you love me
It's a lie that you do not have the stomach to see through
Just stop