I believe that a horrible d**h
Will compensate for my wasted breaths
I have sinned beyond forgiveness
My pathetic excuse for this damaged mind
I am an infected s*ut
Half-human, half-American mutt
My mind is fried from a ma**ive intake
Of psychoactive d**
Looking back, I admit it was fun
But I can't believe how f**ing stupid I was
Everything I dreamed could now be a miracle
Everything I think cannot be conveyed
I have forsaken everything that is sacred to me
Meltdown
My crispy little soul
I'm incapable of feeling love
And happiness and all that good sh**
I'm obsessed with d**h, pain, and p**n
The ugliness that makes me horsesh**
Nothing personal, I just don't know myself
Or what the f** I've become
Nothing personal, I'm just f**ed up
I'm on a soul-searching powertrip now
Oh, chaos conquered my brain
Force-feed me with silence
Shove hope down my throat
Oh, what's left after going insane
Wash this watercolor portrait of me
Nothing personal, I f**ing hate you
Don't think you're special
'Cause I f**ing hate everyone
Nothing personal, I f**ing hate you
Don't f**in' sit there
Put a bullet through my goddamn head