It's either everything or nothing much
Can't tell why i need the rush
My whole life is a defense
A fight to find some silence
Fluctuating between extremes
Afraid to love or trust a feeling
You never know where to go
Or what the day will hold
Always out of my comfort zone
Never stick around for too long
Never know what to feel
Or what is even real
Polarized too hot to hold
Turning tides so volatile
Polarized too hot to hold
Turning tides so volatile