I know I'm a mess, I didn't choose it
I know you're scared I'm gonna lose it
And now I'm just waiting for someone to take me
And tell me that I'm doing fine
Cause u won't f** off of my mind
I'm sorry and I hate the old me
I don't know how not to be lonely
I didn't believe that
Loving was easy
I'm sorry for all of my phases
But you're giving me all your patience
And I'm never leaving
And u are the reason
I know I'm lost, I couldn't fake it
It's all too much for u to take, yeah
And now I'm just waiting for someone to take me
And tell me that we'll be alright
Cause u won't f** off of my mind
I'm sorry and I hate the old me
I don't know how not to be lonely
I didn't believe that
Loving was easy
I'm sorry for all of my phases
But you're giving me all your patience
And I'm never leaving
And u are the reason
And now I'm just waiting for someone to take me
And tell me that I'm doing fine
Cause u won't f** off of my mind
I'm sorry and I hate the old me
I don't know how not to be lonely
I didn't believe that
Loving was easy
I'm sorry for all of my phases
But you're giving me all your patience
And I'm never leaving
And u are the reason