Intro
As I'm looking out the window I can see your pretty face being formed by the clouds in the sky
But it's just another case of the memories erased a mirage being born in my mind
I know I'm sounding kinda silly, but our souls are connected by the metaphysical, so divine
And even though I'm in the realm of this desolate abyss I know our hearts are forever intertwined
And although we've been connected so much more than we projected I forgive you for the way you let me go
You were the best secret that I ever kept inside the depths but it's time for me to let the world know
Hook 1
Oh I
Wish that I could tell you everything that I'd give
Just to get the memories off of my mind
I Pray you'll never ever have to feel the pain that I did
You are the greatest thing that happened to my life
Verse 1
I'm seeing all the angels but I'm being burned alive
And my spirit is surrounded by the fire of the times
The suffering is never ending, how will I survive?
I don't know if I can make it, if you're not by my side
The limitless is intricate, the syndicate is infinite
I'm suffering through all the hurt of people that have been through it
We stick through it for benefits and only God can give us it
We're into it to get to destinations that are different
Shrouded and mystic, clouded and cryptic
Everything we're bounded for is drowned in the distance
Grave but we shifted, to grace now we're lifted
Please God, forgive me for the sins that I've listed
The Star of the Sea, visits me frequently
Just to give, my life, a break
I'm praying everyday but my prayers aren't heard
Cause my heart, is not, awake
Chorus 1
Sometimes I look back and I wonder about
All that we could've been if it would work out
You left my life in pieces
That I know I'll find some day
I'll never let our love fade away
Hook 2
Oh if
I could sing I'd write a million songs that you'd love
And I'll sing them for you every single night
I'd get the birds and all the cherub and the Angels above
To conduct a symphony of golden skies
Verse 2
Not a tongue can explain, nor a mind understand
The divinity of litanies, the wondrous plan
The thunderous hand, is merciful, but rough as the sand
I'm tough when I stand, and hungry like a gluttonous man
To enter up into the gates worth a hundred grand
Becoming a man, and loving being under the span
'Til Infinity, he's laughing at the stuff that I plan
It feels good being good when you run with a clan
Lay the foundation
Build upon the grace and, the face of the trace that was named Revelation
We're facing a nation of vast deprivation
Placing our faith in our last reservation
Raise up the stones to be burned through the base and
The quality of gold will determine our placement
The Star of the Sea, visits me frequently
Just to give, my life, a break
I'm praying everyday but my prayers aren't heard
Cause my heart, is not, awake
Chorus 2
And when we're dressed up in a sparkling white
And rays of mercy shine their heavenly light
I would hope you don't remember
All the pain we left behind
To darkness we will always be blind
Hook 3
Now my
Suffering is worth all of the wealth in the world
If it means I'll get to see you in the sky
The celestial court anticipates our entrance above
And I've missed you every day I've been alive
Verse 3
This might be my last chance to ever explain
The severing pain, ingrained, in my heavenly brain
And everything changed, the day I met your reveling grace
Your heavenly face, those eyes, that are so perfectly shaped
You gave me love and you changed my life in every way
And every day, I trip down memory lane
Every time I go back, man it's never the same
Cause every lane, has got me feeling d**hly afraid
Of losing you and losing everything I never retained
I'm settling pains, the chains, I've forever embraced
Are pleasantly raised, and never will I ever be tamed
I was designed, so in other words I'm cleverly made
But there are days, when the man above is testing my faith
And wrecking my state, of mind, like he's meddling hey!
Heartbreak is the hardest thing I ever did face
And I'ma tell it like it is, for necessity's sake:
I used to wish that I would die almost everyday
But I've erased, I've behaved, and I've fully regained
All the strength, and the grace, that I've needed to chase
To be the best that I can be, now I'm the best in the game!
I understand now, God, what the lesson became
Now I'm chaining all the memories of frivolous waste
I forgive you for the pain, babe, I'll patiently wait
Until I see your pretty face at the heavenly gates