[Verse 1]
Yeah I'm numb, paralyzed
‘Cause these pair of eyes are lies and it's a disguise
Because too often I compromise, then my love for you dies
It's time to realize, but my faith lies in You
It's cause I'm running, but I'm not running to You
What am I gonna do?
Cause I know you're the one who came across to take my sin on the cross
And it was a loss for you
A victory for me, I think now I see
He came down for me to see that victory of joy but it creates everything but peace
And my soul wants to please
So I know I gotta take it one step at a time
Because I can't cross the line
This war is deadly, my sin is d**hly, this life is messy, oh, how I gotta check me
Yeah, the pressure's closing in, I gotta make a move
I gotta choose, do I live this way or follow You
[Verse 2]
It's ‘cause all these I-D-O-L-S
It seems that I'm not giving you my best
Loading up the house that's gonna burn
I hope this is just for me to learn
Gonna set it on fire, so the only one I admire is You
It's true that I doubt
But all this you placed for me?
I don't see how it can be
Cause right now it's all of this world I only see
This isn't how I wanna be
I've been reminded daily
Called daily to live a life that pleases
The Father, not my burning fire
Die here, I lay me down
My flesh, My life, My soul, My spirit
Because you're the one true one
And there's no other tellin' otherwise
‘Cause I could keep on doing the same thing again, and again, and again
Or I could mend it, and not do that thing I don't wanna do but I then I do it more
So I need love and guidance and You can provide it
[Verse 3]
So I gotta take up this ugly cross of mine
And k** myself for a promise to be in that paradise
I feel like I'm rolling a pair a dice, but no I love You Lord
Make me yours, it's time, You're mine I am yours
I see the chains breaking, He does the saving
This is a life-change and there ain't no mistaking
And that lie from the devil ain't living no more
Cause if you look ahead, no one can have victory over the Lord