[Hook: Ceschi]
Yeah
Winter, Spring, Summer, Fall
Some will fight for survival
Very few will stand tall
Yeah yeah
Nothing lasts too long
I'm not advanced
I'm no Kurzweil
Just a man
And I'm flawed
[Verse I: David Ramos]
Let's play pretend
Bend
Move it on beyond your body transcend (yeah)
I am just a broken version of the perfect person searching for some type of affordable plastic surgeon to solder these wires properly
Honestly I bought 1 million vitamins in the hopes that they might end my endless flaws
Amino acid concoctions
That claimed that they would bring me calm
I wish I could've been a better person when it actually meant something
Not now
These retrospective reflections won't reverse my errors
Just an endless apology follows me stuck on repeat
[Hook]
[Verse II: iCON The Mic King]
Made a life in places where dreams die
X marks where you'll see Y
I coordinate time in form of space
Defy what they've defined
Long as you can afford it fine
Order mine I'm in the claws of time
I'm sorta Jordan Belfortified
I mind the more til it's more than mine
Ain't so sure who I used to be
Even less of his use to me
Waiting on the singularity
To come and wipe my error clean
Don't need your memory truthfully
I'ma still ghost ride this griffin
But here's the silent difference
Even if my values are questionable
They know my value isn't
[Hook]
[Verse III: Shoshin]
Got drunk on true love
Then threw up
Lifting liquor to listless lips to liver
Deliver me from the stinking sick in which you sunk
Six years plus
Lost in the fog of lust
We f**ed
Every caustic
Colossal sin ensconced in skin sings to be seen
Screams to the beat
Such awful haunting hymns
Tethering us taut blood loss to limbs
Engendering all squalls from frothing lips
Spitting venom in a hostile toxic fit
Our trespa**es surpa** us
All-encompa**ing shadows cast
Wrapping our limbs up as the rafters come crashing
Holding on until it falls apart
A holocaust of hearts
[Hook]
[Verse IV: Ceschi]
September 4th I was taken
By Connecticut state and
Placed into custody
Shackled roughly
Processed
And stripped naked
Hispanic "H" on my I.D
Like many men in chains by me
All we ever really want to do is find peace
But spend lifetimes only fighting
I'm no enlightened being
Just been taught
By the things I've seen
Violently made mountains of mistakes
Got lost in my faults and greed
All these men live life like me
Gamblers who risked everything
To feed their seeds
Or breed their dreams
In the end got caught
Under lock and key
[Hook]