Embittered with grief on my knees, amidst the bloody battle fields I try to find a strength to overcome that pain inside of my heart When you left us alone in our own blood Without any help in abyss of the Hell to die... Life! Was it justly for me? My belief it's gone with you Screams in the night were the last that I heard before my fall Forgotten, forbidden, chocking and bleeding For what that's all? YOU HAD TO COME TO ME WHEN I WAS FORSAKEN BY YOU? YOU'VE STAYED WITH THEM INSTEAD OF ME Tell! Could I chose when you gave me no choice I had to flee From Temple Of Yours and Your mad love in A castle by sea Where the shadows and silent silence were With me To teach me the past cause it keeps the answers
"How to live" Time to tell you what I've learned for years That pa**ed on darkside with me, and tears That streamed from my eyes and washed The shores where I slept Stricken with grief, were for You with hope To be forgiven WHAT DO YOU WANT CREATURE OF EVIL? I am in fall, salvation for those who are blind With your love Insanity on Earth I recant from you- God To find me just think where I can be.... We still lie On the fields of our blood And nevermore the life can heal Our wounds, the damaged souls We're gone with winds Singing so sweetly As the spreading madness Rules the human And leads them to Sacrifice.... [May 99]