[Intro]
We see things in life, we go out and see how the world is
[Verse 1]
Known it all when we gotta call out to our friends, known sh** has been bad or good
As I walk in my old hood back in Drumchapel
My life back then was a rush, it went faster than a speedin' car outside
There were loads back then, people speedin' like drag racin'
Rap pacin', before I got into rap
I was just into not growin' up and I still played with toys
I never had time to grow up, I didn't even know what it meant til I decided to get my life together
I had a share of bad times, I do regret them
Everyone does, it's a common well known fact that life can make us regret sh**
[Hook]
I've known it all, as I walk past in life
I've known sh** to be a bit out of control but the truth is that we soon to know it all
[Verse 2]
I've been down in the deep pit when I am depressed as sh**
It s**s to be a 20 years old with no job
No one known my music
I'm so un-seen, that's what I feel
There's no way to feel like this when you're down like f**in' Hell
I can hear a bell ringing and it's in my ears
I've known it all when it comes at me
Time is tickin'. I've got sh** pickin' my brain
I am in pain mostly 'cuz my life is a f**in' curse
All I do is cuss and I don't want to lead myself to the bad side, I think I've already have
Sid is the demon in me, I called him that cause it's a cool name
What's My Name, Jolly Sid, Sid
The most best song I've wrote
The follow-up to it
The Right Jolly Sid, that one was okay but I've felt like I needed to rap it more better
I was going through sh** at the time
I just lost a gran at the time, I just had to see facts and know them
I was ready to blow my head
I couldn't face the fact that my gran is now dead, but I just wanted to see her living
I would do anything just to hear a voice again, see her smile again but that will never happen, til when I get up there, if I do
I've just been leadin' myself off the rails
I just don't know what to do, spit out my meals
Bustin' a rap when I bust a nap but the fact is I bust a mind like I'm poppin' hoppin' to the fact that if I had a gun it'll have no bullets cause I ain't here to harm anyone, even if they f** me up like what Emma f**in' did but I forgive her for all the sh** she did to me but I'mma follow the light, up to the AM
I'm here so hear me Em
You are a nice girl deep inside, you should show that more than you did
I loved you but you backstabbed me and kiddin' on you loved me so I decided to diss ya, I don't think you've heard the diss yet
Check out The Jolly Sid Show EP on TopMixtapes
The first place I released the EP
I thought it was okay, but I could have rapped that better
Some of the beats I use in my raps I didn't make, neither did Origan
Most of the beats I can't remember the name of the producers so I leave it blank on Genius
[Hook]
I've known it all, as I walk past in life
I've known sh** to be a bit out of control but the truth is that we soon to know it all