(Spoken)
It's time, for a rather rare, emotionally-charged song
More than just computer games and nerdy refernces for a change
I wrote it, wasn't originally gonna release it, but seeings as I'm recording it now, you might as well all listen to it.
So, without further ado,
(Rapped)
Here we go
Here we go
Here we go
Here we go here we go!
Life keeps going, keeps on rolling on
It never gets better but it never goes wrong
If I was a computer, time to reboot
Terminate every process, start them all anew
But I'm not so I can't and I wont even try
To take my mind off it I keep my eyes to the sky
It's not that I'm depressed but I'm not quite happy
And for six years I've been feeling this kind of crappy
Emotionally I've been so very damn bored
Until the night that she walked in through the door
I looked at her - held in a shout
As she turned my emotions inside out
With this little glimmer of hope
I seem to be smoking a little less dope
So I'll pour my heart and soul into this sound
And see If I can turn it all around
Life keeps going, keeps on rolling on
It never gets better but it never goes wrong
Walking aimlessly, smoking a joint
But with no destination what is the point?
I used to be happy, always with a smile
But now I'm mostyl bored and usually in denial
So I flash back to my happier days
But when I open my eyes, the images stay
Mulder and Scully, Mario and Peach,
At least thats the way we always seemed to me
That was years ago before my great disgrace
And I remember now that I see her face
Her long brown hair and her hazel eyes
The happiness that her smile provides
Then I wake up and realize
That I should never ever ever make her cry
I know my past and won't repeat it
Emotionally it made me so depleted
From the pain and hurt that I put her through
And all the memories I thought had been deleted
From the look on her face as she said it's over
That little world crushing mini supernova
I couldn't take it then, can't take it now
So I'll see if I can turn it all around because
Life keeps going, keeps on rolling on
It never gets better but it never goes wrong
In my life I've made a few mistakes
But hopefully this is one that I can change
I don't talk about it coz I'm so ashamed
I don't remember it but results don't change
The only girl that I ever hurt
But to me - she still means the world
She probably hates nerdcore, won't like this song
It's the right idea but I'm doing it wrong
So I'm gonna make her listen, make her understand
Show her my feelings then take her by the hand
I've got a second chance and I can't f** up
Because without this girl my life just s**s
I loved her then, and maybe I still do
So through this noise, I'm gonna give her a clue...
(Spoken)
Big enough clue for ya luv?
Yeah, it sounded a lot more romantic in my head.
But you can't blame me.
At least I tried.