If I died tomorrow
Nobody could ever say that my life was hollow
But I don't know which way to go
I've grown so fond of my own home
I'll take the risk and pay the toll
And hopefully you'll let this go
(Hopefully you'll let this go)
When I break away from you
You'll find me admiring the view
Seeing how the others live
Now I'm catching up on what I've missed
But if I was you I wouldn't miss me
I wish I could borrow more time to explain myself
I'm drowning in sorrow
I still don't know which way to go
I dream of faces I don't know
It reminds me I don't know my own
I bet you thought I'd let this go
You're anaesthetic there's no feeling
Just four walls without a ceiling
You're apathetic I'm still healing
Apologetic has lost all meaning
You're anaesthetic there's no feeling
Numb to the bone there's no use screaming
I've had enough so just release me
Tell me I'm pathetic but you're anaesthetic
(Would you feel it anyway?)
You didn't need me anyway