I am standing on the ashes of the fight i have lost
In the puddles of blood i spilled for my own path
They show my reflection i haven’t seen for so long
The reflection of what i never wanted to see, never wanted to fight for
The sunlight fades and leaves before my eyes
As i accept the demon who has been fighting for my flesh and soul
The lightning strikes as it breaks my heart into pieces of ice
And i know that this must go on until the very end of minе
Oh alastor, you vanquished me after all
I saw you coming but nеver realized the consequence
Oh demon, where are you going to lead me now?
I am all yours, all yours and without sight
And so, i became alastor himself
As my reflection showed that i had already changed
No love can save me, no words can make it go
Just leave and let me face it alone
Am i still here breathing this poisoned air?
Am i still me, rotting together with this world?
Now every light seems misleading
Now every hope turns to be false
Obsession is the only sign of life
And the reason why i run and hide
I don’t see myself in this world outside
I do not see myself at all
I went where no one can follow me
And so i fade here in a place that no one sees
As the fiend takes over
As the fiend speaks for me
I went where no one can follow me
And now i’m aware of what i must expect
As i it takes me to the edge of my life
As it takes me down