[Intro]
Whispering & mumbled words
Laughing
I guess, it's that life to live when you're a renegade
[Verse]
Okay, so I'm your enemy?
Yet, against all odds you acted bittersweet
"Oh, did you wake up and learn that the reality was that she won't ever like you?"
It's just the same routine
Trust me, there's no love lost; you're history
Trust me, those times are gone; don't mention me
After that, it just occurred to me
That you ain't that same old person
I really ain't important, but if you were in need of help should I hesitate if it's urgent?
We like oil and water, we don't mix and that's for certain
I was at a stop sign, but signaled it was a go
Then you told me to watch my speed
"Brandon, just take a knee"
"Brandon, just let her be"
"Brandon, don't be that creep"
Why don't you apologize, forgiveness can set you free
You're becoming an issue and I really won't deny
You're the salt in water, explains why now we're dry
Supposed to let go, but I think of you most' the time
And an eye for an eye, will make us both blind
You got me swinging for the fences, defensive as you can be
You pray I don't have a presence
I say that ever guess since
You came back, and you attended
I vague, lost your attention
Then days, became contentious
You're blunt, and I'm relentless
Amongst, them you detected
I'm one who's don' offset with
You, huh? You ain't attentive
Not someone, I'll connect with
I'm done, I'm gon' repel
Bet, someday that'll you'll regret this
Until then, I hope best of
Your days, and those endeavors
Hope maybe, you'll remember me
Thanks, goodbye forever
This is only the beginning
This ain't the end of me!
Part of me is losing control
Part of me wants to explode
Part of me wants to revolt
I released chaos, now I watch disaster unfold
Most of you people, haven't been down this road
Most of you people, need your colors exposed
Cat got your tongue, before the tongue of the toad
Yeah, in the end who is the turn coat?
Which friend of mine, is thinkin' foreclosure?
Which one of y'all will try to change over?
I looked through the seem, to see a sign of peril
'Round me are a billion faces, two-facin', two-faced
& unreal, for real
Pause for a moment, everything is now still
"You've built your reputation, yet you can't talk to this girl?"
I don't want you for a show, I'm not here for a thrill
What's with rappers and boastin', swear you aren't the best
Now I'm not sayin' I am, but I'm why you won't progress
Think you're the one in the million that's why you're self-obsessed
I'm-ma keep it 100, you're mumblin' dirt under gra**
Explain to me what is "Yaaa", is that that thing you rap?
Is it respect that you lack, or is that your girl, I call a "bimbo?"
Cause y'all don't got adrenaline in your blood
You got me misunderstood
I'm made of iron, dripped wit'ta thick coat
Not minding to those who showboat
I'm takin' on all comers, I body rappers you get the memo?
I'm not talking k**ing y'all, but those goosebumps down
Your back though
This is still the beginning, I ain't gon' leave you on an end note
Y'all claim to be rappers, whatever you say so
Ako mesa sa ulo, walang iba ayo
Not above law enforcement, but this is my court!
People say "You make goals, yet never work towards them"
They want my attention, they got to reach for it!
They like "Why can't you act normal, why you always forcin'?"
I take all the advice, and I absorb it!
These people gas'd up, but when it's time to act, then they hesitate
Broken shell of a man, just what you tend to face
All you do is talk ish, and then you walk the talk stiff
Certain you aim for a future, I'm certain that your shot missed
Okay, so I'm your nemesis
Please back up off me, you haven't seen this side of recklessness
Please proceed with caution, get your presence off the
Premises
I know you and you know me, and I know you've been delicate
But the outside's just an cover up, I'm not fooled by your pestilence
I'm sorry to tell y'all that, most these rappers ain't relevant
I'm sorry you left for this, but you never had benefit
Quick to get in the game, but you ain't running it
When I was on call, you put me on stand by
You said you never had the time, now you're begging for mine
Oh yeah, I never come through but you never came by
You didn't open up to who cared 'bout your well being
But if there's ever a time we see each other again, and you're alone by yourself
It's cause you get what you get
Now, I've been there for you then, but you ain't here for me yet
Okay, so I'm a rebel
Take the stairs, get on my level
Conscience trembled along the path to my mind, I'm almost mental
I left y'all to better myself and get out of trouble
If you really want me come and get me
I spit on your names, and kick dirt to you scum
I didn't write this for fun, this didn't slip off my tongue
I really mean every word, and what is done it is done
Trust no one, that's why the plot transcends
Listen to me, mark my words, I'm an insurgent
I'm the wrong person you want to underestimate
I did anything for peace of mind, just as a getaway
Pulling off strings that's attached to y'all
Practically got to be kidding me, I'm proof of valiance
Can't pull off a heist, you have no strategy
You left on the casualty, you're proof of defiance
Which one of y'all want back the introvert?
Pick a bone with the alpha, 'bout to watch and learn
Either earn my respect, or you can leave bad terms
Does not affect me, 'cause I'm not begging for yours
I'm outgoing, I'm going out of my way
Dethroning any person who want's to hog the estate
Clog up the face of the earth with your anonymous ways
Life is solitary confinement
Time runs out, each second you close your eyelids
I gotta do what I gotta do, that's why I'm on an escapade
This is that life to live when you're a renegade!