I'm done with all the lights
I'm done with all the glitter and balloons
I'm done with the night
I'm done with people telling me what's wrong and who's right
I'm done with all the pain
I'm done with all the people cursing my name
I'm done with the fear
I'm done wishing I had someone near
And I bear the weight
And I pretend I'm moving on
And I ignore the shame
But it's never really gone
Beautiful things haunt me in my dreams and I need a release
Things I can't get close to things I try to run to but they seem further away
So I'm done
I'm done
Trying to be someone whoI'm not
Trying to be someone who's not forgotten and lost
I'm so lost